William's Weblog

When you think God may have answered you.

williamca — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 02:04:46 +0000

A few minutes ago i was sitting here at the computer and i got up, thinking about the fact that several people had just liked my posts and maybe even some of my photos. I was very happy about it but I saw the pictures n their blogs and i was sad because i don’t think I’m as good as they are. I walked to my door and opened it. I was thinking about going outside to take some pictures of the moon. And i was also thinking. I want to be a better photographer and writer. I want to be as good as the people who have liked and followed my posts here on this blog. And that’s when this thought went through my mind, “God wants the same thing for you William, you just need to get off your butt and do it. You have the time now, don’t give up.”

I was amazed that such a thought came to me. But i realized just how much of my life i had put off because of that damned paper route. I know I’m repeating myself but it seems that this needs repeating. I need to get a job that allows time for me to pursue the things i want in life. I can find a way to make money, have a good life, and enjoy said life as well. All i have to do is look for it and try to achieve it. Well it’s time to get to work!!

Filed under: Alpha Male, life, photography, Photos, single living, work, writing Tagged: art, Christianity, God, life, photography

On Being Alpha.

williamca — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 01:35:07 +0000

Well i recently met a great looking woman and we have started a somewhat sexual friendship. I have to admit i feel pretty good about it. I acted like the alpha male should and i got some booty. For now we’re friends and i want to keep it that way unless i see something special in her. But I’ve already decided to keep my options open and focus on myself and meeting other women as well. This whole Alpha male thing feels a lot better then being a beta! Heck i even got a few pics of her. I may post them later though!

Filed under: Alpha Male, life, nude photography, art, pictures, photos, sex, single living Tagged: Alpha Male, life, love, photography, sex, women

I just got liked by Photobotos.com

williamca — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 01:30:13 +0000

Oh wow I feel great! That means i have to work harder though. I just checked out their site and i want my pictures to be as good as the ones i saw on the site. So i have my work cut out for me.

Filed under: Blogging, photography Tagged: Blogging, photography

Taking pictures.

williamca — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 01:23:56 +0000

As i said before i’m going to be taking my camera with me when i go places so i can take pictures of things. So here are a couple of them:

great wisdom From Spartanburg Mental Health

Filed under: Blogging, photography Tagged: life, photography

Back to the Photography.

williamca — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 18:04:00 +0000

When i first got my camera more the 5 years ago i carried it with me everywhere. I was always taking pictures of random things, and having a great time. I need to get back to that. I see so many people, places and things that i miss an opportunity to take pictures of. and yet on the net i see so many people enjoying the random pictures they happen to take. I’m going to start taking my camera with me whenever i leave the house again. And maybe when i get a chance I’ll buy one of those small megapixel cameras that people like so much. It seems like a easy way to take pictures without all that extra weight. Heck, maybe i’ll start posting the pictures here!

Filed under: Blogging, life, photography Tagged: Blogging, life, photography

Nude Black male angst…

williamca — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 11:26:04 +0000

Yeah that’s the title of this post. I am kinda pissed about this. I was looking for some pictures of black nudes as ideas for models and i can’t find any real numbers of black males. I mean i had to go look for porn. And to be honest i didn’t look long because i refuse at the moment to even let porn be an example for my great ideas. It’s 2012 people, are we still that immature about the nudity of a black male in general?

Filed under: black nudism, life, male issues, naturism, nude photography, art, pictures, photos, photography, racial issues Tagged: black naturists, life, nude photography, nudism, photography

In the last few days…

williamca — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 10:53:57 +0000

I’ve been soul searching. I guess everyone does it when they suddenly become unemployed. I’ve been thinking back to when i got that call from my supervisor when he told me that the higher-ups had fired me. The first thought that had popped into my mind was, “This was supposed to happen, this is the way it’s supposed to be.” Now i have my faith and I’m proud of it, so immediately the though that this was some kind of comfort or thought from God came to mind. I immediately pushed the thought aside and my supervisor and I tried to find a way for me to get my job back. It was a underhanded idea but i wanted my job back. Even as we were discussing it i actually felt bad about planning this caper because it made me no better then the person who had fired me. Of course my route was split up two days later, thus making my plan impossible to succeed. So now I’ve been sitting here for the last few weeks wondering what to do next.

I don’t have any answers. Only a sense that i should wait and let God guide me, and I’m not to sure on that one anymore either. I wonder if i just came up with that idea myself. One moment I’m pissed about the whole thing, the next moment i don’t even care. So I don’t even know where I’m going with it all. That’s the biggest problem with it all, having no answers. I’ve spent the last few weeks on the computer or on the PS3 with occasional spurts of exercise. I’ve been catching up on webcomics that i haven’t read in years, looking and answering in forums that i used to barely pay attention to. I also played the lottery and got myself signed up at Publisher’s Clearing House. Yes i have been praying that i win the lottery or PCH. I’ve never prayed for such a thing before because i always thought it was a cheap, easy way out of poverty, but now I think I’m a little wiser.

One of the things i’ve been studying in the last few days is the whole ‘alpha’ male thing. Now i know that will piss some of my feminist followers off. But i have to admit my eyes have been opened, and i realize that i have let my manhood and sexual happiness slip because of this beta male mentality i’ve had with dating women for years. So i need to find my own source of ‘Alpha maleness’ and get back on track to being a happier person.

Well that’s it for now.

Filed under: Blogging, life, male issues, single living, work, writing Tagged: life, male issues, work

I just noticed that I’m being followed…

williamca — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 10:17:54 +0000

Just checked in and noticed i had two new followers. It made me quite happy. So that means i need to post more often and try to get this blog going. So my next post will be about certain things that have been going on in the last few days. Keep reading people!

Filed under: Blogging, life

Full circle

williamca — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 13:52:26 +0000

Well i am now unemployed…again. This time i was fired/laid-off due to budget cuts. No fault of my own but i still don’t like it. Christmas went somewhat well since i was able to play Santa Claus this year.

So now I’m back to the same old schtick. No job, no money, and no idea how to get either legally. So what to do? I have no idea. Other then the internet and maybe the unemployment office. Neither of which sound very good to me. Also I’m suddenly getting interested in exercise, getting healthy, and dating. It’s funny whenever i have a job you have to drag me out to do those things, even though i have the money to do them easily. Then once I’m unemployed i suddenly have the urge to go out and do those things even though i have no money.. God i must be fucked up in the head.

Filed under: life, work Tagged: life, loss, work

Chubby Parade!

williamca — Mon, 02 Jan 2012 05:04:30 +0000

Hey there everyone and Happy New Year to all!

I’ve decided to add a new link to my Blog. For all you lovers of BBWs!

http://chubbyparade.com/

Now i know the forum has some porn on it but don’t let that stop you because it’s a great place to hang out and talk to people!

Filed under: BBWs, life, love, relationships, sex Tagged: BBWs, life, love, sex, web forums, women