*sigh* Well my little brother is being deployed to Iraq, Jan. 9 of next year. I knew this could happen, but i wasn’t worried too deeply. Now I’m a liitle worried, but not frightened. Van is in the Air Force and he’s a doctor so the chances of him being in a combat zone are slim to nil…I hope. I have to admit the more i think on it, the more frightened I actually start to become. *sigh* Now i’m starting to wonder if somehow my support of the war brought this about. But i know i’m being stupid in all of this doubt and fear I’m feeling. I need to pray about this. I’ll post some other stuff later on.