and it’s all over. Norma called yesterday around 8:30 a.m.. I was in bed so of course i ignored it. At 9:30 a.m. i finally got out of bed, and checked the voicemail. Same tired crap. She claims she’s sorry she wants to be friends, she just wants things back the way they were. I didn’t continue to listen, I just erased it. I already knew what she was going to ask for. At 10 a.m. she calls again. I had some great speech prepared and i just decided to be short and sweet. I told her that the friendship wasn’t working and i wasn’t coming around anymore and that she would have to find her own way. I told her that i hoped God blessed her and hung up. And that was it. I felt kinda guilty but i think I’m over it now.
Well last night I had two dreams about Tasha. It did not improve my mood. I really do not want Tasha back in my emotional life at the moment. In fact i don’t want anyone. I really don’t want sex either. *sigh* I don’t know what i want anymore.