DAMNIT!! As i write this i find myself quietly trying to contain the anger I have at myself. I still can’t figure out what I’m missing, but i think I’m close. The pictures posted above are from a tumbler called p0ire. I’ve looked at his work over the last year and had such jealously in my heart. His pictures always seemed to be better then mine and i was frustrated because i felt i couldn’t achieve what he had. Looking at some of the newest pictures that he posted today i get the feeling that I now know what I was missing. It’s hard to describe, but it has something to do with the models themselves and the pictures. The pictures are in black and white and look as if they were taken with some old camera and then scanned. But there is such beauty and art in them. I’m sure I’m missing something. I’m so close i can smell it! I’m so frustrated…if only i could find what it is and put it into words.