Well i need to come out and speak about this. I have to admit I’m scared to go to the nudist forum and speak on this because I don’t want to austricize myself from the forum.
I still do associate nudism and sex together. And goddamnit i don’t feel I should feel fucking bad about it. Yes i still think a naked woman is one of the sexiest things on earth, and yes I still react. Geez!! And i constantly feel like i should hide myself or feel ashamed. Yes i am still a nudist and yes i still enjoy the nude lifestyle but i feel hassled and maligned in so many ways when i hear nudist talk about nudity and sexuailty being linked together as if it’s the ultimate evil!
I loved seeing my ex, Stacey take off her clothes, she was beautiful to me, weather she was clothed or naked. I guess that’s why i still view sexuality and nudity in the same boat. Now don’t get me wrong I’m not going to a resort with a constant erection. But i feel just as persecuted in some ways if i did. I just don’t know how to make this better, and maybe i’m tired of the whole deal. Just live my life the way i choose.