Well i need something to do in between video games and nothing else to do, so i am going to write in my blog.
So about my earlier post. Time to expand i guess. To make it easy, the medicine i take to keep my blood sugar under control also gives me some mild form of diarrhea. So yesterday i was sitting on the toilet for the third time in about a hour and all of a sudden its like I’m pissing out of my anus. Its happened before and it is not a great feeling. But it does make for some curiosity from a certain standpoint. So you’re like wondering, “IS this what it feels like for a woman to take a piss?” Thankfully “pissing out a shit” doesn’t happen very often and so far there isn’t much i can do medication-wise so i am kinda stuck. But its better then doing injections.
My job. Like I said before in another post I am starting to hate working with black people, even though i am black myself. My mother says that the types of people jobs in fast food attract would generally clash with someone like myself. It’s funny because 10 years ago i would have felt right at home with the people i am working with now. But now all i feel is a sense of annoyance with many of them. They are immature, loud, and crude. They are nosy and can’t seem to take a hint. I am not interested in being a member of their ‘happy family’. All I am interested in is doing my job well, going home, and collecting my paycheck every two weeks. The sad thing is I am constantly told that I am too slow in putting together the biscuits so the general manager feels that I am not suited for the job. But i am truly trying my best. Maybe I’m not cut out to do what I’m doing back there. But i am still going to try to stick with it. Why? Because i realize what a annoying little cunt i used to be back when i was in my 20’s. I see so much of what people used to say about my behavior back then, but i couldn’t see it. Maybe this is karma. Or maybe God is giving me a good lesson before i move on to something better. So for now I am there. On another note though i may be getting a job at the new Texas Roadhouse that will be opening in August. I pray i do get the job there as a dishwasher. I washed dishes for much of my working life when i was younger and i was always good at it. So i may as well go back to it. Hopefully in August I’ll get the job.
Family and Home. Well my family is doing good. They are all healthy and happy. That’s a good thing. My house is still standing. So that’s a good thing too. But things are different. I went out and bought some wash and dish cloths for the house a couple of weeks ago and so far i am quite pleased with them. I should have done this years ago but i was lazy, forgetful and didn’t spend my money very well either. Now that I have the extra cash I will spend it much more wisely. I will buy things to make my life better.
My Health. Blood Sugar is doing well. I am sleeping well at night. Beyond anything else i am fine.
Naturism. Well i am still nude around the house as much as I can be. Its the one thing i miss now that i have work to do. I am still holding out for a chance to go to a naturist resort some time this summer. But with work and some money issues I may not be able to do it. We’ll see.
Also by the way i turned 38 July 16th.
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