What to do next??

I am fucking frustrated right now.  I guess because i’ve been sitting at home all day.  I’m short on money.  But most of all I’m frustrated about the last shoot.  Nothing looks great to me.  And so far two people seem to think that CeeCee is my girlfriend.  God i get so pissed when someone says that!!!

So i’m sitting here editing some of the pics to see what I can do.  I’ve pretty much discovered what i had suspected all along.  The pictures look much more artisitic in black and white instead of color.  I fact they look much better and even more vibrant in B&W!

So now I’m at a crossroads.  I’m wondering if I should just give up, or should i seek more help.  I think I’ll go to a photography forum and ask for help and opinions.

Pictures…from days gone by.

What really hurts about some of these pictures is I start to wonder if i was happier back then in those days then I am now. If i was happier then that means…i just don’t want to talk about that now…

But here they are. Pictures that i took for a photography class back when i was about 9 years younger. Please forgive how horrible some of them look.

These are pictures of a girl named Adrinna. She was my first nude. And i thought she was beautiful in so many ways. I remember now…I had a lot of fun but I was also nervous as Hell. Be warned, some nudity ahead:

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The final two pics, for this post anyway. The last picture is some of my best work with nudes, at that time, in my opinion.

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Well…tell me what you think. I guess…